Inspired by Big Bang's If You
And Indonesian Independence Day
And me.
She is leaving
And I can’t do anything
Love is leaving
Like a fool, I’m blankly standing here
In this case, it's the reverse version. It's 'he is leaving' instead of 'she is leaving'. And, the difference is, no love. It's just a platonic one, only a strong bond that ties us in that one big family.
And I decided to leave.
I’m looking at her, getting farther away
She becomes a small dot and then disappears
Will this go away after time passes?
I remember the old times. I remember you.
It's not a small dot, and you're not disappear. It's a big line, and I see you standing right in the middle of the basketball court. But, yes, you're getting farther, and farther away. I don't know if you will go away after time passes, because all these times I still remember you.
Leaving is just another option. The first one is staying, but I'm not strong enough. I can't bear all the pressure, so I choose to leave.
When I see you today, maybe it just a simple envious feeling, because your strength to endure the pressure given to you. I still want to be one of those people in that white suit. But.
I don't have such strength.
And I turn my head, I decide to not look at you.
If you, if it's not too late, can I talk to you? Not to confessing, just simply saying 'sorry'. I already cut our friendship, and I feel really, really bad about it. It's not like it's your fault, even though I'm being like this is because of you.
If you, if only I'm not too shy, or just too coward?
On days where thin rain falls like today
I remember your shadow
Our memories that I secretly put in my drawer
I take them out and reminisce again by myself
If you, if I ask for apology, will you forgive me? I think you will just say that it's okay, it's just small things like that, don't overreacting, but it's quite a big matter for me, though. It still haunts me in my sleep, I swear.
If you, if I you forgive me, can I talk to you again? Like the old days, when you and I still in that big family, when I still there, when I still don't have any intention to leave.
If you, if only I'm not too shy, or just too coward?
And Indonesian Independence Day
And me.
She is leaving
And I can’t do anything
Love is leaving
Like a fool, I’m blankly standing here
In this case, it's the reverse version. It's 'he is leaving' instead of 'she is leaving'. And, the difference is, no love. It's just a platonic one, only a strong bond that ties us in that one big family.
And I decided to leave.
I’m looking at her, getting farther away
She becomes a small dot and then disappears
Will this go away after time passes?
I remember the old times. I remember you.
It's not a small dot, and you're not disappear. It's a big line, and I see you standing right in the middle of the basketball court. But, yes, you're getting farther, and farther away. I don't know if you will go away after time passes, because all these times I still remember you.
Leaving is just another option. The first one is staying, but I'm not strong enough. I can't bear all the pressure, so I choose to leave.
When I see you today, maybe it just a simple envious feeling, because your strength to endure the pressure given to you. I still want to be one of those people in that white suit. But.
I don't have such strength.
And I turn my head, I decide to not look at you.
If you, if it's not too late, can I talk to you? Not to confessing, just simply saying 'sorry'. I already cut our friendship, and I feel really, really bad about it. It's not like it's your fault, even though I'm being like this is because of you.
If you, if only I'm not too shy, or just too coward?
On days where thin rain falls like today
I remember your shadow
Our memories that I secretly put in my drawer
I take them out and reminisce again by myself
If you, if I ask for apology, will you forgive me? I think you will just say that it's okay, it's just small things like that, don't overreacting, but it's quite a big matter for me, though. It still haunts me in my sleep, I swear.
If you, if I you forgive me, can I talk to you again? Like the old days, when you and I still in that big family, when I still there, when I still don't have any intention to leave.
If you, if only I'm not too shy, or just too coward?